Have You Eaten?
Ep. 5

What Cannot Be Repaid

2026-07-04

Cast: Junseo

Until yesterday, it was a hand that grabbed my sleeve.Director, did you eat today?What Cannot Be Repaid #3I did. You too, sir.What Cannot Be Repaid #4What Cannot Be Repaid #5You've been here a while.What Cannot Be Repaid #7The appointment is five days from now. We'll see each other then.What Cannot Be Repaid #8What Cannot Be Repaid #8What Cannot Be Repaid #9This isn't the same hand from yesterday.What Cannot Be Repaid #10The word 'guest' burned the back of my hand.What Cannot Be Repaid #11My hand turned cold before my head even caught up.As if leaving the two of them alone.What Cannot Be Repaid #13I ran away from a place where someone was taking care of me.That's why my feet wouldn't move toward the door.A cup of kabocha porridge, bought on the way here.What Cannot Be Repaid #16I had to listen — to really see.I didn't want to look like I was running away.What Cannot Be Repaid #18I'm going to calculate it and pay it back.What Cannot Be Repaid #19Is it a gift — or a burden?What Cannot Be Repaid #20Just once — I wanted to steal this person's rules for myself.Hey, wait.You left your papers behind. Yesterday.What Cannot Be Repaid #23What Cannot Be Repaid #23Where are the papers. Treatment room drawer. Second one from the top.What Cannot Be Repaid #25That night, after she received it.Tried to return it first thing the next day. Didn't sleep a wink.Yesterday's words overlapped with the stiffness in his hands right now.What Cannot Be Repaid #28That bastard went hungry for days just to pay it back.What Cannot Be Repaid #29Stop it, hyung.There was no way he'd hear it. Still, the words came out.What Cannot Be Repaid #32To pay it back, I went hungry for days.Now I understood why he'd pushed me into the seat of a 'guest.'I stood there for a long time.What Cannot Be Repaid #35What Cannot Be Repaid #35What Cannot Be Repaid #36He read the note.What Cannot Be Repaid #37What Cannot Be Repaid #37What Cannot Be Repaid #38Something like this…What Cannot Be Repaid #39…how am I supposed to repay this.What Cannot Be Repaid #40It wasn't a question. Just — I had no idea.What Cannot Be Repaid #41A hand that couldn't throw it away, couldn't let it go.What Cannot Be Repaid #42…why.If I could explain it, I would've written it in the note. I don't know.What Cannot Be Repaid #44…I'm not good at this.I don't know how to receive.Yesterday's lunchbox… it just sat there, untouched.What Cannot Be Repaid #47Three cups of coffee this morning too. A glance that wished things would go well.What Cannot Be Repaid #48What Cannot Be Repaid #48What Cannot Be Repaid #49The warmth that came for me — for the first time,What Cannot Be Repaid #50What Cannot Be Repaid #50What Cannot Be Repaid #51A simple cup of porridge — but to this person, it was anything but simple.What Cannot Be Repaid #52Kabocha squash. Not abalone.What Cannot Be Repaid #53The abalone sold out first. …There was a long line. It was early morning.What Cannot Be Repaid #54I stood in line.What Cannot Be Repaid #55Not counting the cost of the porridge — but measuring the time I spent.If I give first, there's nothing left to repay.Stop counting.Time spent in line. Cost of porridge. How many hours did you sleep last night.What Cannot Be Repaid #59But I'm not going to count. So please don't count either, Director.What Cannot Be Repaid #60What Cannot Be Repaid #60What Cannot Be Repaid #61If you don't count…If I don't count… I don't know what'll happen to me.What Cannot Be Repaid #63Taking away the rules was like pulling the ground out from under her feet.What Cannot Be Repaid #64If you don't know… It's okay to stay not knowing.What Cannot Be Repaid #65What Cannot Be Repaid #65What Cannot Be Repaid #66The second sip came with a little less hesitation.What Cannot Be Repaid #67Five days. In five days.What Cannot Be Repaid #68I changed the Mocha reservation to three in the afternoon.What Cannot Be Repaid #69If you come then… coffee. No, porridge. That day, I'll—What Cannot Be Repaid #70…No, it's not repaying you.Just… eat together. That day.Not giving first — but together